4 posts tagged “self portrait”

Here is me and Figaro.  I like the second one best cause you can see her little belly : )

Yesterday was a crummy day!!  It was my first day back to work from having the flu.  Since I work for Verizon Wireless Cooperate, I have to go through a security gate to swipe my badge in order to park.  When I get to the gate my badge doesn't work and there is a line of cars behind me.  No one is helping to get out of the way while I try to back out and go to the guard stand and so as I am squeezing out of the way I hit my car on the pole and cracked my bumper.  The funny part was that my window was down from trying to swipe my badge so all throughout the parking lot you hear "crunch crack" and then me going "SHIT!!" lol it is funny now... here are some pics of the damage : (

Then I had to be at work... that is not fun.  I tried to pass the time by playing with my new iphone (which i forgot to charge and died within the first hour so it did me no good).  I found out that I had an unexpected bill I had to pay and then to make it worse.... I am having a really hard time with the fact that I am breaking my ex's heart.  I have never done this before and it is unbearable.  I don't know how to describe how painful it is to hurt on my own and then to add to that I am hurting someone else.  I have been crying a lot lately because of it.  I feel so sorry I wish I could waive a magic wand and make it better but I can't and it sucks so bad.  So all in all yesterday sucked... here are some board at work pics...

one thing that is always good in my life is my cute kitties!  Here is a picture of Gretchen yesterday morning... she is so fat lol

Its completely over with my ex and I.  I am really sad to lose my best friend.  I have never been in a major relationship before this and I am not sure what to expect for the future.  I am trying to be strong.  I am lucky to have a lot of great friends to support me.  I can't believe I am single again.  This feels surreal.

Need to be strong....

I took this picture... I missed Self portrait Thrusday... I think this picture is really symbolic.  I wish I could explain.  I am just really sad : *(